After Malcolm Guite’s poem titled, “What If?” and inspired by Revelation 12:15 which reads, “The serpent poured water like a river out of his mouth after the woman, to sweep her away with a flood.”
From the Dragon's mouth words pour out As a river where truth seems to shout: The shameful curses and accusations, Of scorching scornful condemnations, The accuser’s raging imprecations, To drown and make you his prize. In desperate deceit we lie, we make Excuses for self-preservation's sake. We deflect, dismissing with simplifications To manipulate another’s expectations, Managing with half-truths our own reputation, Denying there could be any association Between our acts and the Father of Lies. And in these moments when we double-speak, Fearing the loss of the fame we seek And terrified of their implications, We deny every little insinuation That could possibly merit an accusation, We call down curses and condemnations That we have any association With this Teacher condemned to die. It is there and then, at dawn's first light When the rooster’s cry breaks the silence of night We remember our confident exaggeration: Defiant against His prognostication That we could be tempted to prevarication, Or withhold obedient offered oblation, Deny our love — our chosen vocation Merely to protect our own reputation? And we see through The Other’s knowing eyes. Swept ‘way — a horrified, humiliated heap Tears pour and flood, with words we weep For the hasty vows we swore in the commotion, Of the sting of exposure and anger at the notion, That one could be guilty of such insincere devotion… Drowning in shame and regret and resentful emotions No more words, no excuses, no alibis.
© Randall Edwards 2016, 2024 (edited)
linocut after: Detail of the woman and the beast spewing water into the earth, from the Welles Apocalypse, England, c. 1310, Royal MS 15 D II, f. 156r
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